To my BESTs. . .You know who you are!

To my BESTs…You know who u are!

u might wonder y i kept away from u this past days.

u myt wonder y i don’t talk with you ryt now.

u myt wonder y i dont even send u a single text msg ryt now.

u myt be wondering what is my intention of doing such…

i dont mean to keep away just to be far from u, i want us to be near each other.

i am silent not because i dont want to talk with you anymore, rather i want u to hear me in this silence!

im not texting u, not because i dont want to. it’s because im giving u the chance to be the first now to communicate.

u say i am forgetting u!
it’s the other way around, just take a look at it!

u myt say i don’t care, but if only u’d open all ur senses, u myt judge well.

u say i dont understand u!
i understand u in any way i can that i have to stretch my patience an extra mile just to understand u!

what’s happening?…

im giving u the chance to take a closer look in our friendship?…

is there really a friendship that exists between us, or maybe im just the only one assuming that there is?!?

u say u understand me?
but y do u keep doing the things u know i hate and hurts me?

y do u not ask me first before u arrive to a certain judgement?…

y do u accuse me w/o even knowing or asking my side?

u myt feel that im replacing u, but its not that!

i want u to see how u are losing me!

im not texting u now because i got tired of texting u and not getting a single reply!

im staying away because ur pushing me away!

i am not talking to u because i know ur not listening, ur busy talking with echoes of ur own thoughts!

think about it!

maybe there is still a chance!

maybe we could still salvage this so-called friendship!

i am just here, u never lost me!